Tuesday, July 25

Waking Up Is Hard

Blame. Responsibility. My fault. Yours.

Who is on boundary duty?

I preach the non-existence of willpower. Staying good/being bad. There are only choices.

So who has the fucking responsibility here? I talk and talk and talk and talk and I'm a sucker.

I'm tired of being the strong one. The one who makes the rules and sticks to them. If there's something we should do, please don't make me be the one to do it. Ultimately I can and I will but I don't want to. Don't make me be the nose and the knife too.

Fuck it I don't know what I want in any every each arena.

Is separation necessary? Is dropping out giving up?

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